Hello, My name is William. I'm working on just being an ordinary human being, most days i succeed. I've a host of conditions from causes. I just want to " Be Here Now." Some days i succeed others i get up and try again.

I've listed Hiv as my primary condition, but honestly drugs, alcohol, depression and life management issues would be the pre-conditions that had me making very high risk choices leading to the myriad of current conditions. I'm often looking for ways to manage my chronic conditions and staying hopeful that i have a wonderful life. "how do you eat an elephant?"...One bite at a time....and be creative. I know i can't do it all alone and i don't have to feel like i have to. I so very often have to find joy and hope and interests the help me understand this life and the whys. "The only thing we have found that makes the aloneness bearable, is each other."-Contact.