everon
everon
Sex: M
Data Quality: 3 stars
Major Depressive Disorder
Depression: 0
Mania: 1
Emotional: 0
Anxiety: 0
Compulsion: 0
External Stress: Low
Rx Therapy
31 M
Function: High
Distress: Low
everon
Male, 31 years
Portland, OR
Primary Condition
Major Depressive Disorder and 5 more
First symptom
Oct 1995
Diagnosis
Nov 1998

About everon

... I have dealt with depression since I was 15 with various drugs and some counseling. ... I found out I may have had ADD/ADHD the entire time and that was affecting my mood. ... Huh, interesting. ... Horribly disruptive to the last 13(+/-) years of my life, but still interesting. ... I'm now attempting to integrate in my life all the good things that are flowing. Which can be almost as overwhelming as depression, but in a good way, mostly. ^ Some people say | But it's all for a purpose | Divine or otherwise | And I say | What you mean is | Things don't make sense | For a Reason. ^

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Member since: Mar 26, 2008 Last Login May 26, 2012

Other Conditions

  1. ADHD (Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder)
    First symptom
    Diagnosis
  2. Alcohol addiction
    First symptom
    Diagnosis
  3. Drug Addiction
    First symptom
    Diagnosis
    ?
  4. Dysthymia
    First symptom
    Diagnosis
    ?
  5. Tobacco Addiction
    First symptom
    Diagnosis
    ?

More About everon

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We know the secret to everything

that circles the earth
is what moons on other
planets hope to be

from the dubious
to the subliminal ways
of things that leave no shadow

and go the
splintering pieces

make sharp angles with the light
and fall too fast

whisper tonight please

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And I can't fight that nothing
from the field it fences in

So as I'm walking down the street
I just stop and grin

Cause that door is latched
And double-locked

And panic will soon

set in

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There’s this quiet inside my head
that’s so loud
Like daylight that won’t go away
A thin skin of quiet
With silence bursting to get out
Everything one step hushed
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh