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    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
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    Major Depressive Disorder

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    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet was feeling neutral

    Too long at computer. Need to eat, get dressed!

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    Data Quality: 1 star
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    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
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    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet was feeling good

    Vacation-at-home week. Getting the OTHER stuff done!

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    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet updated the condition Atypical Migraine

    • First symptom:
    • Diagnosis:

    I have had a headache every day since June 4, 2012, when I contracted an enterovirus. My migraines are actually "Post-infectious headache", aka New Persistent Daily Headache. They are a direct result of a bout of viral meningitis in June-July 2012. Diagnosis was made 9/29/12 from results of a lumbar puncture. This type of headache has migrainous characteristics (nausea, noise and light sensitivity, etc.) but is actually a different headache. There is no ICD code for it yet. It does not respond to any typical migraine medications. It does respond to narcotics, but doctors severely limit these for fear of addiction or trouble for themselves. It is extremely frustrating... and depressing.

    Having lupus may contribute to this syndrome; there may be an element of inflammation of nerves. Nerve damage is another theory. Multiple doctors have worked with me to attempt relief.

    The pain is always across my forehead to my temples and behind my eyes, bilateral.

    Botox and nerve block injections are part of the attempts to relieve the pain. Peppermint oil on my temples helps sometimes. Pot does too, and using it keeps the nausea down. BUT I can't do anything while high! Waiting for medicinal marijuana to be available here in Mass. Dispensaries supposed to be up and running in 2014.

    I try not to feel hopeless. It is very difficult.

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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet completed the Mood Map survey

    • Function
    • Distress
    • External Stress
    • Depression
    • Emotional
    • Compulsion
    • Anxiety
    • Mania

    Overwhelmed by so many things to do before leaving town for NYC and PA. Would really like to not go now; so much work to do and I don't like feeling this pressured. BUT - I NEED a vacation and I HAVE to meet w/client on Friday. And I want to spend my birthday with Mimi! The drive is the real drag - exhausting and painful. Takes days to a week to recover afterward.

    ALSO: Worried about thyroid - RI-123 scan in a month to see what the mass is.
    - Starting Kabat-Zin's Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction program at UMass Medical Center is exciting - my hero's program! Hope to get back to really meditating and having some control over the pain stress in my life. At the same time, it's going to require a lot of effort and dedication on my part. I know I'm up for it, but am afraid it will be draining too.
    - Starting to work w/Boston Pain Care center, new approach for my post-meningitis headaches. They are accepting me into their Medication Management program; long term use of narcotics/opoids to put the headaches to bed, most probably. God, I hope and pray it works. I need relief if I am going to survive. Really. I can't live like this... and I want to be able to take a percocet WITHOUT GUILT! (Thank Dr. Kaboli for that one.)

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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet was feeling very bad

    Very anxious, overwhelmed by how much I have to do before I can leave town. As usual, killing myself so I can take a vacation (work in NYC first, then vacation).

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    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet updated her weight

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    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet completed the QOL survey

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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet completed the PFRS survey

    • PFRS: 29
    • Fatigue: Some
    • Sleep: Some
    • Stiffness: Most
    • Pain: Some
    • External Stress: Overwhelming
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet updated her symptoms

    Nightmares BetterNightmares, Heat intolerance, Insomnia, Lack of motivation, Late for everything See more
    Neck pain WorseNeck pain, Orthostatic Postural Hypotension, Pain in shoulders, Distressed, Emotional pain See more
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet shared details about Physical Therapy (PT)

    Schedule90 min weekly (starting )
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet updated the condition Thyroid Cancer

    • First symptom: ?
    • Diagnosis:
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet updated the condition Hypothyroidism

    • First symptom: ?
    • Diagnosis:
    • Stopped:
    • Stopped Reason: This was resolved with Lannett Levothyroxine.
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet updated the condition Genital Herpes

    • First symptom:
    • Diagnosis:
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet shared details about Ibuprofen

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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet updated her symptoms for

    Daytime sleepiness BetterDaytime sleepiness, Blowing Events out of Proportion, Persistent worry, Problems concentrating, Restlessness See more
    Sensitivity to loud sounds WorseSensitivity to loud sounds, Unrefreshing or poor sleep, Weight gain, Nightmares, Nausea See more
    mild MildMood changes
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet shared details about Heating Pad-Hot Packs

    Schedule30 min every other week (starting )
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    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 1
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    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    54 F
    Function: Moderate
    Distress: Low
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lilybet was feeling bad for

    Don't feel very well. Going to a party tonight, getting up the energy.

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