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lilybet
Sex: F
Data Quality: 1 star
Major Depressive Disorder
Depression: 2
Mania: 0
Emotional: 1
Anxiety: 0
Compulsion: 0
External Stress: Moderate
Rx Therapy
53 F
Function: High
Distress: Low
lilybet
Female, 53 years
Natick, MA
Primary Condition
Major Depressive Disorder and 12 more
First symptom
Diagnosis
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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder
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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder
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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for Jul 26, 2012 Jul 26, 2012 9:29AM

    Going to DE/PA next week. Getting work done. Head feeling a bit better.

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Neutral

    added an InstantMe for Jul 17, 2012 Jul 17, 2012 11:39AM
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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Very bad

    added an InstantMe for Jul 13, 2012 Jul 13, 2012 4:32PM

    Another day on the couch. I feel like crap. This has been a wasted summer.

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    QOL

    • Bad Social
    • Good Mental
    • Good Physical
    completed the QOL survey for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012

    Feeling sick all summer. Tests are mostly negative, except for CRP in late June. Medrol for 6 days helped heavy chest pain, then started feeling sickly again. Still ongoing.

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    PFRS: 21

    • Most Fatigue
    • Little Sleep
    • Little Stiffness
    • Some Pain
    • Moderate External Stress
    completed the PFRS survey for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012

    Gabapentin is helping with the FMS. No trigger points. But something else is going on, not a fibro pattern for me. Severe fatigue w/faintness, nausea, heavy headache and backache. Two months of this!

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Mood Map

    • Function
    • Distress
    • External Stress
    • Depression
    • Emotional
    • Compulsion
    • Anxiety
    • Mania
    completed the Mood Map survey for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012

    Even though work is slow and I don't feel well, it's been good to have less pressure about everything... pace is slow and that's good. Also, breast biopsy was benign! What a relief.

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Bad

    added an InstantMe for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012 11:54AM

    Worried about being able to make trip to Hartford (guest lecturer) and DE/PA. If I keep feeling this sickly, how will I do it?

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Very bad

    added an InstantMe for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012 11:53AM

    Headache worsening. Coffee no help. Too early for percocet... or is it? Whatever it takes.

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Bad

    added an InstantMe for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012 11:40AM

    Headache. Every single damned day.

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    124 lb BMI: 20.6

    updated her weight for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012
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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Tobacco Addiction

    • First symptom:
    • Diagnosis: ?
    updated the condition Tobacco Addiction Jun 13, 2012

    I haven't had a cigarette in over four months!

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Generalized Anxiety Disorder

    • First symptom:
    • Diagnosis:
    updated the condition Generalized Anxiety Disorder Jun 13, 2012

    Not feeling very anxious this summer. Just sickly.

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for Jun 12, 2012 Jun 12, 2012 9:59AM

    Uncle Raymond is visiting. A week of ancestral research at NEHGS - fun!

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    QOL

    • Good Social
    • Good Mental
    • Good Physical
    completed the QOL survey for Jun 7, 2012 Jun 07, 2012

    Stopping amitriptyline because of bladder issues also stopped the aid it gave me with sleep and fibromyalgia pain.

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      I was on Amitriptyline (125 mg) for 20 years for migraines and sleep. Stopped it and dropped 100 lbs. in 9 mos w/no dietary or lifestyle changes. Have had to change to Trazadone for sleep and Topomax for migraines. Good luck!!

      about 1 year ago
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      Amitriptyline didn't affect my weight, but having a urologist tell me that I might need to 'self-catheterize' 3 times a day at age 52 was really upsetting. I am SO relieved that stopping my low dose (30 mg) made such a difference in that regard; my bladder works! I'm also sleeping better now that I've adjusted to not using it. The first week or two was difficult. A nice thing has been the return of dreams. I hadn't dreamed (or remembered any dreams) for the years I was taking amitrip., and sometimes dreams are FUN!

      about 1 year ago
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      I've had trouble with urinary incontinence for a year and all of a sudden it stopped after the doctor told me that "my brain doesn't communicate with my bladder." WTF? After the diagnosis of narcolepsy, my sleep disorder (and the Trazadone) seem to work better and I'm finally sleeping through the night. I don't know what my system is doing, but maybe I'm getting (at least) a little bit better at 53?

      about 1 year ago
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      I looked at your profile... we have a lot in common (not good stuff - BC, FMS, etc.!). I wonder what the deal is with people like us. I come from a family of 12 kids, and I get cancer twice! There's a lot of autoimmune disease amongst us, but STILL. Breast cancer, thyroid cancer (no relation to each other), lupus, AND fibro, PTSD, etc? Jeez! I don't rail about the unfairness of it, but it does piss me off now and then. In the meantime, I'm truly working on being healthy while living with health issues. It's a better frame of mind than depression anyway.

      I don't know about your urinary incontinence. There is a LOT of literature about it if you're inclined.

      I'm finally sleeping through the night too. Klonopin does the job.

      about 1 year ago
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      Klonopin (day or night) and Atavan turns me into a zombie. Trazadone helps w/sleep, Dr. just prescribed Adderall (sp?) for daytime sleepiness, although I haven't started using it yet. Top it off with being accident prone, I took a bad fall (I was standing on the coffee table) on Monday and had x-rays yesterday to see if I broke my shoulder (it's been broken 3 times already) or my collar bone; waiting for results today. Yes, I noticed we had lots in common before contacting you .... I enjoy our little "chats."

      about 1 year ago
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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Prediabetes

    • First symptom: ?
    • Diagnosis:
    updated the condition Prediabetes Jun 07, 2012

    Prediabetes was caused by simvastatin. No simvastatin = normal blood sugar!

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    PFRS: 29

    • Most Fatigue
    • Some Sleep
    • Most Stiffness
    • Some Pain
    • Overwhelming External Stress
    completed the PFRS survey for Jun 7, 2012 Jun 07, 2012

    Not able to take amitriptyline anymore. Not being careful about overdoing physical things... didn't expect so much after-pain, both in severity and duration. Have to be more conscious of this now!

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Mood Map

    • Function
    • Distress
    • External Stress
    • Depression
    • Emotional
    • Compulsion
    • Anxiety
    • Mania
    completed the Mood Map survey for Jun 7, 2012 Jun 07, 2012

    Had to have a CT for possible lymph node issues

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    lilybet
    Sex: F
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 2
    Mania: 0
    Emotional: 1
    Anxiety: 0
    Compulsion: 0
    External Stress: Moderate
    53 F
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder
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    earned a star! Jun 07, 2012

    Nope. Didn't know about the t-shirt. Guess I should look into it.

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