Going to DE/PA next week. Getting work done. Head feeling a bit better.
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet lost a star Oct 10, 2012

1 star
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet lost a star Sep 05, 2012

2 stars
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet added an InstantMe for Jul 26, 2012 Jul 26, 2012 9:29AMGood
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet added an InstantMe for Jul 17, 2012 Jul 17, 2012 11:39AMNeutral
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet added an InstantMe for Jul 13, 2012 Jul 13, 2012 4:32PMVery bad
Another day on the couch. I feel like crap. This has been a wasted summer.
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet completed the QOL survey for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012QOL
- Bad Social
- Good Mental
- Good Physical
Feeling sick all summer. Tests are mostly negative, except for CRP in late June. Medrol for 6 days helped heavy chest pain, then started feeling sickly again. Still ongoing.
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet completed the PFRS survey for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012PFRS: 21
- Most Fatigue
- Little Sleep
- Little Stiffness
- Some Pain
- Moderate External Stress
Gabapentin is helping with the FMS. No trigger points. But something else is going on, not a fibro pattern for me. Severe fatigue w/faintness, nausea, heavy headache and backache. Two months of this!
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet completed the Mood Map survey for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
Even though work is slow and I don't feel well, it's been good to have less pressure about everything... pace is slow and that's good. Also, breast biopsy was benign! What a relief.
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet added an InstantMe for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012 11:54AMBad
Worried about being able to make trip to Hartford (guest lecturer) and DE/PA. If I keep feeling this sickly, how will I do it?
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet added an InstantMe for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012 11:53AMVery bad
Headache worsening. Coffee no help. Too early for percocet... or is it? Whatever it takes.
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet added an InstantMe for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012 11:40AMBad
Headache. Every single damned day.
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet updated her weight for Jul 11, 2012 Jul 11, 2012124 lb BMI: 20.6
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet updated the condition Tobacco Addiction Jun 13, 2012Tobacco Addiction
- First symptom:
- Diagnosis: ?
I haven't had a cigarette in over four months!
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet updated the condition Generalized Anxiety Disorder Jun 13, 2012Generalized Anxiety Disorder
- First symptom:
- Diagnosis:
Not feeling very anxious this summer. Just sickly.
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet added an InstantMe for Jun 12, 2012 Jun 12, 2012 9:59AMGood
Uncle Raymond is visiting. A week of ancestral research at NEHGS - fun!
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet completed the QOL survey for Jun 7, 2012 Jun 07, 2012QOL
- Good Social
- Good Mental
- Good Physical
Stopping amitriptyline because of bladder issues also stopped the aid it gave me with sleep and fibromyalgia pain.
5 comments from other members. Only showing public users' comments. Sign up to see all comments!-
Itsalwayssomething
-
lilybet
about 1 year agoAmitriptyline didn't affect my weight, but having a urologist tell me that I might need to 'self-catheterize' 3 times a day at age 52 was really upsetting. I am SO relieved that stopping my low dose (30 mg) made such a difference in that regard; my bladder works! I'm also sleeping better now that I've adjusted to not using it. The first week or two was difficult. A nice thing has been the return of dreams. I hadn't dreamed (or remembered any dreams) for the years I was taking amitrip., and sometimes dreams are FUN!
-
Itsalwayssomething
about 1 year agoI've had trouble with urinary incontinence for a year and all of a sudden it stopped after the doctor told me that "my brain doesn't communicate with my bladder." WTF? After the diagnosis of narcolepsy, my sleep disorder (and the Trazadone) seem to work better and I'm finally sleeping through the night. I don't know what my system is doing, but maybe I'm getting (at least) a little bit better at 53?
-
lilybet
about 1 year agoI looked at your profile... we have a lot in common (not good stuff - BC, FMS, etc.!). I wonder what the deal is with people like us. I come from a family of 12 kids, and I get cancer twice! There's a lot of autoimmune disease amongst us, but STILL. Breast cancer, thyroid cancer (no relation to each other), lupus, AND fibro, PTSD, etc? Jeez! I don't rail about the unfairness of it, but it does piss me off now and then. In the meantime, I'm truly working on being healthy while living with health issues. It's a better frame of mind than depression anyway.
I don't know about your urinary incontinence. There is a LOT of literature about it if you're inclined.
I'm finally sleeping through the night too. Klonopin does the job.
-
Itsalwayssomething
about 1 year agoKlonopin (day or night) and Atavan turns me into a zombie. Trazadone helps w/sleep, Dr. just prescribed Adderall (sp?) for daytime sleepiness, although I haven't started using it yet. Top it off with being accident prone, I took a bad fall (I was standing on the coffee table) on Monday and had x-rays yesterday to see if I broke my shoulder (it's been broken 3 times already) or my collar bone; waiting for results today. Yes, I noticed we had lots in common before contacting you .... I enjoy our little "chats."
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet updated the condition Prediabetes Jun 07, 2012Prediabetes
- First symptom: ?
- Diagnosis:
Prediabetes was caused by simvastatin. No simvastatin = normal blood sugar!
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet completed the PFRS survey for Jun 7, 2012 Jun 07, 2012PFRS: 29
- Most Fatigue
- Some Sleep
- Most Stiffness
- Some Pain
- Overwhelming External Stress
Not able to take amitriptyline anymore. Not being careful about overdoing physical things... didn't expect so much after-pain, both in severity and duration. Have to be more conscious of this now!
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet completed the Mood Map survey for Jun 7, 2012 Jun 07, 2012Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
Had to have a CT for possible lymph node issues
-
- lilybet
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- Depression: 2
- Mania: 0
- Emotional: 1
- Anxiety: 0
- Compulsion: 0
- External Stress: Moderate
- 53 F
- Function: High
- Distress: Low
- I am: g
I have:Major Depressive Disorderlilybet earned a star! Jun 07, 2012

3 stars
Nope. Didn't know about the t-shirt. Guess I should look into it.
- Show more
I was on Amitriptyline (125 mg) for 20 years for migraines and sleep. Stopped it and dropped 100 lbs. in 9 mos w/no dietary or lifestyle changes. Have had to change to Trazadone for sleep and Topomax for migraines. Good luck!!