Disappointed that I still have to wear boot on my injured foot, and now have a night boot added as well.

Depression is trying to overwhelm me again.

Want to die.

Sitting here crying for no reason.

Feeling very depressed and unmotivated. Feeling sad after group today, but I don't know why.

Good to be home again. Good appointment with t-doc.

feeling a little better after getting some alone time. this week will be a better balance.

Feeling kind of blah, unmotivated all day, but did manage to leave the house twice and walked the dog for a mile.

Moved in at Liz's. Feeling good about the move even though it is only for 2-3 weeks.

spent a few hours at brother's, his kids were good and I got to hold a sleeping baby, but I just kept getting sadder as the visit went on

Finally got internet back; good appointment with p-doc; nothing to do for the rest of the day

First time in ages I haven't dreaded a therapy session. Maybe change in therapists was a good thing.

No internet access at home. Voices are bad. New antipsychotic is making me feel ill. And I think I have a stress fracture in my fioot.

Slept poorly, voices were bad.

Feeling okay today, but dreading last appt with old t-doc tomorrow.

so confused about DBT. Voices are bad this morning. Have to see p-doc and I don't know how I'm going to make it through appt.

Very confused about therapy. And voices have been driving me crazy.

Dreading therapy appointment.