Hope240's Journal

Hope240: Sex: F; Data Quality: 1 star; Bipolar I; Depression: 3; Mania: 1; Emotional: 4; Anxiety: 3; Compulsion: 2; External Stress: Overwhelming; Rx Therapy; 28 F; Function: Low; Distress: High

Hope240: Female, 28 years; Batavia, OH

Primary Condition: Bipolar I and 25 more ▼

First symptom: Jan 1992
Diagnosis: Jan 1997

About Hope240

“I am just a young woman doing the best I can in this life…Believing in my dreams, and getting back up every time I am stomped and sqiushed into the ground like dirt no matter what. No one will prevent me from finishing what God wants me to do in this life. They may take a part of me with them, but I still have God, and that is all…I need to continue in this life. My whole life has been this long journey of taking the wrong paths in life.”

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Profile Activity: 2,455 Views

Member since: Jan 29, 2011 Last Login Jun 19, 2012

Other Conditions

ADHD (Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder)

First symptom

Jan 1990

Diagnosis

Jan 2007
Asthma

First symptom

Jan 2006

Diagnosis

Jan 2006
Broken Arm (Left)

Occurred

?
Broken Femur (right)

Occurred

?
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome

First symptom

Jun 2006

Diagnosis

Jun 2006
Degenerative Disc Disease

First symptom

Oct 2008

Diagnosis

Oct 2008
Eating Disorder

First symptom

Jan 1994

Diagnosis

May 2009
Eczema

First symptom

?

Diagnosis

?
Fibromyalgia

First symptom

Jun 2006

Diagnosis

Apr 2006
Kidney stone

First symptom

Jul 2006

Diagnosis

Jan 2007
Migraine

First symptom

Nov 2000

Diagnosis

Oct 2007
Osteoarthritis

First symptom

?

Diagnosis

?
Osteogenesis Imperfecta

First symptom

Oct 1987

Diagnosis

Jan 1992
PAWOI (Persistent Aura Without Infarction)

First symptom

?

Diagnosis

?
PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)

First symptom

Jan 1996

Diagnosis

Jan 1992
Panic Disorder

First symptom

?

Diagnosis

?
Premenstrual dysphoric disorder

First symptom

Jan 2010

Diagnosis

Jun 2012
Pulmonary Embolism

First symptom

Mar 2006

Diagnosis

Apr 2006
Pyelonephritis

First symptom

Jun 2010

Diagnosis

Jan 2011
Rib Injury

Occurred

?
Seasonal Allergy

First symptom

Feb 2005

Diagnosis

Apr 2005
Sinus Tachycardia

First symptom

Apr 2007

Diagnosis

Apr 2007
Sleep Apnea Disorder

First symptom

?

Diagnosis

Apr 2006
Social Anxiety Disorder

First symptom

Mar 2000

Diagnosis

Undiagnosed
Spinal Fracture

Occurred

?

Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

1 star
Hope240 lost a star Sep 18, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

2 stars
Hope240 lost a star Jul 27, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Premenstrual dysphoric disorder
- First symptom: Jan 1, 2010
- Diagnosis: Jun 15, 2012
Hope240 updated the condition Premenstrual dysphoric disorder Jun 19, 2012

Ive been suffering with it and too anxious to mention it to my dr. However, i finally did and she said zoloft helped but i was on celexa prior that helped me.
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

Good
Hope240 added an InstantMe for Jun 19, 2012 Jun 19, 2012 5:35PM

Even though ive been in the psych ward tons, my medication is finally adjusted to what i need to stay stable.
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
Hope240 completed the Mood Map survey for Jun 19, 2012 Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Stopped: Clonazepam
- Stopped: Jun 19, 2012
- Reason: Side effects too severe
Hope240 stopped taking the treatment Clonazepam Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Symptom Update
- moderate Anticipatory anxiety
- severe Anxious mood
- moderate Asthma
- severe Avoidance of situations
- severe Balance problems
- moderate Binge eating episodes
- severe Brain fog
- severe Chest tightness
- none Chronic bronchitis
- severe Chronic pain
- severe Cluster Migraine
- none Compulsive exercising
- none Cough
- severe Craving nicotine
- none Delusions
- moderate Depressed mood
- mild Dizziness and feeling faint
- severe Emotional numbness or flatness
- severe Excitability
- severe Exhaustion
- severe Fatigue
- none Fear of embarrassment
- mild Flashbacks
- none Flight of ideas
- moderate Frequent vertigo with nausea
- none Grandiose thinking
- none Guilt related to addiction
- none Hallucinations
- severe Headaches
- none Heart palpitations
- severe Hyperactivity
- mild Impulsive behaviors
- severe Inattention
- none Insomnia
- severe Irritability
- moderate Joint crackling (crepitus)
- severe Joint pain
- severe Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- severe Limited range of motion
- severe Memory problems
- severe Migraine headaches
- severe Mood swings
- severe Muscle and joint pain
- severe Muscle pain
- moderate Muscle spasms
- mild Muscle spasms in back
- moderate Nausea
- severe Nightmares
- severe Osteogenesis imperfecta
- severe Pain
- none Painful lymph nodes (glands)
- severe Pain in lower back
- severe Panic attacks
- moderate Paranoia
- severe Persistent worry
- severe Preoccupation with food
- moderate Problems concentrating
- none Purging
- moderate Restlessness
- severe Ruminating thoughts
- severe Seasonal allergy symptoms
- moderate Shortness of breath (dyspnea)
- none Sinus infection chronic
- none Sore throat (Pharyngitis)
- severe Startle easily (hyperexplexia)
- moderate Sweating
- severe Tachycardia (fast heart rate)
- severe Tension
- severe Unrefreshing or poor sleep
- moderate Wheezing
- See more
Hope240 updated her symptoms for Jun 19, 2012 Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Social Anxiety Disorder
- First symptom: Mar 1, 2000
- Diagnosis: ?
Hope240 updated the condition Social Anxiety Disorder Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Panic Disorder
- First symptom: ?
- Diagnosis: ?
Hope240 added the condition Panic Disorder Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Amphetamine-Dextroamphetamine
- - Started: Dec 12, 2007
  - Current Dosage: 30 mg daily
- Purpose: ADHD/ADD
Hope240 updated the treatment Amphetamine-Dextroamphetamine Jun 19, 2012
- Added
  - Started: Dec 12, 2007
  - Dosage: 20 mg daily
  - Purpose: ADHD (Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder)
  - Dec 12, 2007
- Changed Dosage
  - Dosage: 30 mg daily
  - Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Lamotrigine
- - Started: ?
  - Dosage: ?
- Purpose: Bipolar I
Hope240 added the treatment Lamotrigine Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

3 stars
Hope240 earned a star! Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

Updated Bio

“I am just a young woman doing the best I can in this life…Believing in my dreams, and getting back up every time I am stomped and sqiushed into the ground like dirt no matter what. No one will prevent me from finishing what God wants me to do in this life. They may take a part of me with them, but I still have God, and that is all…I need to continue in this life. My whole life has been this long journey of taking the wrong paths in life.”

Hope240 updated her bio Jun 19, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

180 lb BMI: 41.8
Hope240 updated her weight for Apr 28, 2012 Apr 28, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
Hope240 completed the Mood Map survey for Apr 28, 2012 Apr 28, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Symptom Update
- none Chronic bronchitis
- severe Irritability
- severe Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- none Nightmares
- severe Startle easily (hyperexplexia)
- severe Unrefreshing or poor sleep
- none Cough
- moderate Joint crackling (crepitus)
- moderate Asthma
- none Grandiose thinking
- moderate Impulsive behaviors
- mild Muscle spasms in back
- severe Osteogenesis imperfecta
- none Sore throat (Pharyngitis)
- severe Wheezing
- severe Binge eating episodes
- moderate Chest tightness
- none Delusions
- moderate Headaches
- moderate Ruminating thoughts
- severe Shortness of breath (dyspnea)
- none Dizziness and feeling faint
- moderate Emotional numbness or flatness
- none Hallucinations
- severe Joint pain
- none Painful lymph nodes (glands)
- none Purging
- none Chronic pain
- moderate Excitability
- mild Heart palpitations
- severe Limited range of motion
- severe Seasonal allergy symptoms
- none Cluster Migraine
- none Flashbacks
- severe Pain in lower back
- severe Paranoia
- severe Persistent worry
- moderate Craving nicotine
- severe Depressed mood
- severe Exhaustion
- moderate Insomnia
- mild Nausea
- mild Sweating
- none Compulsive exercising
- moderate Flight of ideas
- severe Memory problems
- severe Pain
- mild Preoccupation with food
- severe Problems concentrating
- mild Balance problems
- moderate Fatigue
- moderate Inattention
- severe Muscle and joint pain
- severe Panic attacks
- severe Restlessness
- severe Anxious mood
- moderate Brain fog
- none Guilt related to addiction
- moderate Migraine headaches
- moderate Sinus infection chronic
- mild Tachycardia (fast heart rate)
- See more
Hope240 updated her symptoms for Apr 28, 2012 Apr 28, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

2 stars
Hope240 earned a star! Apr 28, 2012
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
Eczema
- First symptom: ?
- Diagnosis: ?
Hope240 added the condition Eczema Nov 02, 2011
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I
PAWOI (Persistent Aura Without Infarction)
- First symptom: ?
- Diagnosis: ?
Hope240 added the condition PAWOI (Persistent Aura Without Infarction) Nov 02, 2011
Hope240

Sex: F

Data Quality: 1 star

Depression: 3

Mania: 1

Emotional: 4

Anxiety: 3

Compulsion: 2

External Stress: Overwhelming

28 F

Function: Low

Distress: High

I am: g

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
Hope240 added an InstantMe for Apr 29, 2011 Apr 29, 2011 8:16PM

Numb & dissociating off & on or blacking out not sure which...
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About Hope240

Other Conditions

Premenstrual dysphoric disorder

Good

Mood Map

Stopped: Clonazepam

Symptom Update

Social Anxiety Disorder

Panic Disorder

Amphetamine-Dextroamphetamine

Lamotrigine

Updated Bio

180 lb BMI: 41.8

Mood Map

Symptom Update

Eczema

PAWOI (Persistent Aura Without Infarction)

Neutral